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I mentioned at the beginning that I had drawn and painted inferences from the scriptures regarding what happened in Gethsemane. Let me illustrate how that worked in this one instance. After myriad sketches I came up with an idea to try to depict Jesus’ suffering in the Garden. Standing or sitting before a canvas for hours, days, weeks, and months is a process of asking oneself questions and trying to come up with feasible answers. To begin, a color for the under painting has to be decided upon. That color will affect the rest of the entire painting, determining in large degree the mood and temper. It often shows through, and always affects any color painted into or over it. I wanted to show the agony of the night, for it was night, and the Passover is always held on a night with a full moon, so most of the painting would be done in silvery gray tones. I wanted a contrasting color so I chose a golden ocher as the background. I almost never have the luxury of a model (it shows) so every aspect of the subject has to be worked out in detailed sketches, and often redone several times to capture the gesture and effect I am striving for. Photos are seldom much help because when a model strikes a pose there is always a settling into the pose that steals the immediacy and freshness of any action. The shoulders drop to sustain the weight of the arms, the hips shift ever so imperceptibly to “lock in the pose” so in large part the action must be “felt” and drawn accordingly. I guess I tell myself that; for this reason my paintings don’t have the photographic detail, and impeccable form that I admire in the works of others.